Sa Wakas

I know his name and cp number - Michael name niya. Kwento ko later paano ako nakipagkilala...

so here goes

last Monday, September 8, di ko akalain na makakasabay ko ulit cia. Medyo napaaga alis ko sa bahay at ayun, nakasabay ko cia. Hindi cia tumabi sa akin pero umupo cia sa harap ko. He he he, kinunan ko ulit ng picture ha ha ha.

Sa isip isip ko, magreresign na ako, malamang hindi ko na siya makita. So pagbaba namin sa PB Com, kinalabit ko, sabi ko, "Kumain ka na ba?" He he he, halatang nagulat, sabi, "oo, bakit?" sabi ko, wala lang, yayain sana kita magbreakfast. sabi uli niya, bakit? sabi ko, tagal na kc kita gus2 makilala. i found out na 7am pala ang time in nya kaya maaga cia pumasok. I got his number. i texted him if its ok to be friends with him, nagreply naman, sabi nia ok lng.

That is his first and only text. Kc after that, hindi na cia nagrereply sa text ko.

Oh well, ganun talaga eh. Kung ayaw nia makipagfriends eh d wag.

tsaka tapos na rin naman obsession ko kc nakilala at nakuha ko na name nia.

here are the pics. malabo naman na makita nia na pinopost ko na natutulog cia noh he he he

gwapo nia noh?

Giving Up on Love

Well, not really on love but on my crush.

I only saw him last Monday, and for the past three days, I have not seen him. I resolved to ask his name the next time but I guess we are not fated to get to know each other.

I will just accept the fact that I can only admire him from a far... it's more exciting not knowing his name, there will always be the mystery.

I think that's me.

If I get to know his name, the excitement will be gone.

Just like in sex. I am more excited in the anticipation of getting laid, but once I am in the act of doing it, I am not really satisfied and would want to get it over and done with.

The same with my obsession with cell phones. I blogged that I am obsessed with Nokia E51 but after a month, I sold it coz I am not happy once I had it. The same with Nokia N70. When I can't afford expensive cellphones in the past, I pine for it. When I finally bought N70 (which is quite pricey in 2006), I am not satisfied. Now, I'm back with a much simpler phone, My Phone T22 because it's dual sim. It serves me well, but after having it for a week, I want a new one. Oh well.

Just like with work. Technically, I have no problem with my job. Imagine, I am a legitimate marketing communication manager. Legitimate in the sense that before, I can choose my title as we are not that formal in my previous work. When I was being poached and recruited, I prayed to get the job and the salary I asked for. I did.

I am thankful for the job as it pays for my credit card loans. But again, I am dissatisfied.

Maybe it is my nature. I can never settle.

So what to do?

I will be turning 32 come October 4, I'm still loss.

Grrrr!

When I finally resolved that I would introduce myself to my crush this morning, it's either he's too early or late, he wasn't in the shuttle I was this morning. Talk about regrets...

What will give me courage?

Once again, I rode the shuttle going to Makati with my crush... he is so cute. I just want to say hi, ask his name and take it from there...

Waiting for a Sign

Everyday, for the past five days, I always see may crush and yet, I seem to lose courage to introduce myself. I did something today, I took his picture while he was sleeping. The resolution is not much good coz it was raining, no light, the shuttle was moving... but he is cute... really...

So Much To Think

I'm thinking that I am thinking.

Btw, hindi ko na nakakasabay crush ko... :(

What to do...

Rainy Day Thursday

If only...

Sarap magtampisaw sa ulan. I'm sad, di ko nakasabay crush ko sa fx. hu hu hu.

Saw My Crush, I was a Coward

After resolving that shuld I see my crush, I would have the confidence to ask for his name. Yes, I saw him today. I even made "abot" his change when he paid his fare. I was soooooooooo electrified by how soft his hand was. And yes, I CHICKENED OUT! Stupid stupid me.

Anyway, time to get busy, have a report to finish for my 11AM meeting.

Btw, traffic was horrible yesterday, I was an hour late. A tanker smacked into a concretre barrier wrecking havok to traffic. Please, drive responsibly. That's why I dont want to learn how to drive, because I know, I cant drive well...

Seating Beside My Crush

This totally flew out of my mind after my glass door incident. I was excited to write about my skin to skin encounter with my crush but after the glass door, I was deflated.

After four days of hoping I get to ride with my crush in the shuttle going to Makati, finally we were in the same shuttle, and seated right next to each other.

I feel that he also "like" me, but is afraid to do anything about it. He's definitely younger than I am. Just like me, he wore a barong though his is short sleeved. He kind of looks like Piolo Pascual, the shape of his face, lips. And he wears eye glasses.

Anyway, he has been my crush since I first saw him in November. I was actually resolved in asking his name, but of course I chickened out.

I hope next week, when I meet him, I will have the courage to get his name - and a date!