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Dear Honey,

i just dont know where to start. i just finished my event and here i am sitting infront of a rented PC to email you. it's now 6:15pm. i know that there's a five hour time difference between our zones.

so where do i start?

should i tell you that i am so lucky to have met you? should i tell you that, for once in my life, i can say that now i look forward to waking each morning to read your messages? that i am as eager to fall asleep so i can dream of you in my mind?

should i tell you that despite our recent commitment, ive felt that i have already known you and been committed to you, even before i met you?

should i tell you how you make me smile with your morning greetings? or how you can make me cry with your loving words? no one has shown how much i am loved than you.

it's as if i have known you even before i met you. with you, im a person.

through your faith, i believe in myself more.

through your eyes, i see the beauty that i am.

through your words, i feel that i will never be alone.

distance, time, age, are now just mere words for nothing could and would change the fact that we have touched each other, that you touched me and i discovered my soul.

i love you like i never know that i could love this way.

i love you like i never realized that i am capable of selfless abandonment.

i love you with the promise that i will wait and i will trust you.

i love you but saying it is not enough to express my gratitude for making me realize that there is indeed love and it could happen.

even if this is just but a dream, and i wake up, i would gladly live each day in the memory and the warmth of this dream.

but this is not a dream and you are real.

there are no challenges, nor boundaries because you accepted me for who i am.

you make me glow, and feel warth,

and most of all, you make me happy.

i have never been happy.

with all my heart and soul,

jay