Thank you 2010

The year 2010 has seen its shares of drama in my life, but nevertheless, I have lots to be thankful for. Unlike 2009 with its Ondoy, 2010 has no major major one event that can capsulize it. But still, I feel more blessed and happy this year.

2010 saw me appointed as Student Affairs Officer at the Philippine College of Criminology - a regular job after years of events, consultancy and here I go again, a full time employment. It's been a blessing because through this, I was able to be debt free (almost, not quite as I've found out just last week, oh well, that doesn't count because as far as I know I have been a conscientious subscriber of Digitel - hayz, their records show that I still owe them after 6 years - duh - di ko tuloy nakuha yung Corbu ko!)

2010 also saw my rekindled love life - hayz. Doc or Ddy is so in love with me I really don't know why.

Last night we had dinner and spent a pre-New Year's Eve mega bonding. We were supposed to go nightswimming but it rained so we just spent the night cuddling and talking and bonding.

He is everything I could ask for - maaalahanin, mabait, generous, mapagmahal, malambing pero seloso at moody. Well, he can't be perfect kasi may mga pagkukulang din naman ako kaya ok lang.

I think 2011 will be a wonderful challenge for both of uis lalo na he's coming back to residency in a government hospital.

I think I have matured this year. Maybe because it's my responsibilities at work, maybe because I grow up.

Whatever it is, thank you 2010.

No FB 'til Christmas, Duplicity and All that Stuff

I hope this blogpost gets posted on my FB account, nevertheless, I'll still write this...

I have been neglecting my blog since November. Probably because I was so busy with work, my family and my new partner in life.

Geez, Doc has been so kind. Of course we have our ups and downs, twice we already had a fight but of course we made up.

There has been so many changes and challenges at work.

Change is good. Change is for the better. However, not all is receptive to change especially if they don't understand or intentionally don't want to understand.

Each individual has his or her own personality. Some can be open minded to change, others are narrow-minded and resist change, while others are two-faced.

Let's talk about Duplicity.

A friend in the office told me that I should never show I'm affected. I cannot not show. My sense of social responsibility is so high, it disappoints and hurts me when things go bad. Heck, I was born under the sigh of Libra, ruled by the planet Venus, the Roman goddess of beauty and love. I am most happy if there is harmony everywhere and it gives me a heavy heart if there is not.

But I want to talk about duplicity.

Like I said before, I am just a mirror. I just show you or treat you the way you wanted to be treated. But overall, I am overall nice. I do not make "taray" or "suplado" and I believe I am as supportive as I can be to the point that I blindly give my support.

My bad.

Not everyone who smiles or show they are nice to me are indeed nice. Not all that say's "hi" are sincere.

I am human. That hurts me.

I am as approachable as you can get but this, me being nice and kind is being abused.

So let's talk about karma. As good as I believe I am, I do not wish bad karma to happen to people who abuse my kindness. That's how kind I am ha ha.

Recently, I am quite surprised and amazed with the rumors flying around. I am not used to being the center of gossip. Golly, why me?

I try to be as low-key as possible.

To avoid these nasty gossips, ASK ME. I will tell you the real deal.

He he he, I am rambling but I hope I got to touch the issues plaguing me and got it off my chest.

Hmmmm, last song syndrome from a K-Pop song "I don't care...e e e e" or something like that.

I DON'T CARE ha ha ha... I really find it funny, these speculations. Speculate all you want, those are just speculations ha ha ha.

Oooooooh, it's 17 (or 16) days before Christmas....

I go out of the house to go to school at 5AM. The air is cold. The sky is still twinkling with stars. Sarap matulog!!!!!