Saturday, October 29, 2011

Lost and Gain... (3/6/08)

My boyfriend’s getting married…

For the past five years, we have kept our relationship secret. Although our society may have been accepting of gay, but our families are not. More so, both of us have dreams we want to fulfill. I put mine on hold because of him.

It is true that love is blind. That to be truly in love, one has to unconditionally. In my case, I love too much, I lost myself. I allowed him to get married. Subconsciously, this may be what I am waiting for… the freedom to live and love myself and my life. I did not allow myself that luxury in five years.

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